Day 17 of 84

This is harder than it looks. I mean, every day. Don’t skip or forget because the back slide is there just waiting for you to slip up. Because it is way too easy to miss one day and think that you are just taking a “rest” day. And then the next day you don’t have the same initiative to do it again. So you tell yourself, well there is always tomorrow and you can get re-started. I mean it is not like you don’t have the desire to continue it is just the bed calls so loudly for you to come and lay down for just a little while. The TV is waiting patiently with all the shows you look forward to watching. And there is always later and you do need a little unwinding after a long day at work.

Well I did skip yesterday (again) but here I am today. Writing this blog. Oh, I have been going to the gym and working out every day. It is the sitting down and writing. Digging through the whys of it all that is so hard. But I will persevere. I will get through this phase that seems like I am not making any headway.